I have always been a bystander in my own life: I spend more time analyzing than living. This stems my Asperger's syndrome, which is on the autism spectrum. Interacting with people is hard, and I had to hide my emotions to blend in with the rest of society. But gradually, I went from hiding them to not having them at all. After the Jazz Club's final concert, all the other members burst into tears. But I did not. Lacking emotions...